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Our groups consisted of ministers, representatives of two Christian
colleges, a representative of Focus on the Family, a publishing delegate,
a lawyer, and John Bentley, the trip facilitator and director of an
orphanage in China. Our goal was simple: extend the hand of Christian
friendship to high-ranking government officials in China. By his grace
we were granted audiences with
It was no small moment when one of the communist leaders made the
statement: “We
receive you as ambassadors of the love of Jesus.”
- Persecution in many cases is lessening as the country becomes more
open in its understanding. It’s no longer necessary to smuggle
Bibles; indeed we visited a Christian book store near the university
district of Beijing.
She will hear those words a thousand times in her life. But she heard them for the first time this morning. I sat on the edge of her bed for a while before I said them to her. To tell the truth, I didn’t want to say them. I didn’t want to wake her. As I sat in the silence, I realized that my words would awaken her to a new world. For four lightning-fast years she’d been ours, and ours alone. And now that was all going to change. I didn’t want to wake her up because I didn’t want to give her up. But I woke her anyway. I interrupted her childhood with the inevitable proclamation, “Jenna, wake up.… It’s time to go to school.” I knew it was time. I knew it was right. And I knew she would be fine. I gave her up as much as I could today. Today’s events took it from black-and-white theology to Technicolor reality.
I was releasing Jenna into a safe environment with a compassionate teacher who stood ready to wipe away any tears. You, Father, released Jesus into a hostile arena with a cruel soldier who turned the back of your son into raw meat. I gave up my child fully aware that were she to need me I would be at her side in a heartbeat. You said good-bye to your son fully aware that when he would need you the most, when his cry of despair would roar through the heavens, you would sit in silence. The angels, though positioned, would hear no command from you. Your son, though in anguish, would feel no comfort from your hands. Before the day was over, I sat in silence a second time. This time not
beside my daughter, but before my Father. This time not sad over what
I had to give, but grateful for what I’d already received—living
proof that God does care. |